i want to go on an adventure

i’m sick of being depressed and static, watching fragments of my life pile up around me as i soak in my own stale, stagnant air. i can’t breathe and it’s killing me.

i need someone to knock on my door right now and say “let’s go on an adventure” and take my hand and lead me out into the night where we’ll jump from one rooftop to another and go skinny dipping in the river and drink from a flask and watch the stars and smell the rain and forget to sleep and feel alive.

for once, please, let me feel alive.